This note shall become becomes the property of the human world, once it touches the ground of (arrives of ) the human world.
这本笔记本从它掉落人间界的那一刻起，它就是人间界的东西。
The owner of the note can recognize the image and voice
of its original owner, i.e. a god of death.
笔记本所有者能够擦决前任特有主。死神的姿态及声音。
The human who uses this notes can neither go to Heaven
nor Hell.
使用过这本笔记的人，不会上天堂也不会下地狱。
Entries
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Ok dokie....I realise im weird and being stupid. Hmmmm...for one....when i do not have something, I feel so effing terrible. Yet when I finally get the thing, Im like yay but have second thoughts and kinda like " hmmmm ok.....I thot I wanted this".
What's wrong with me? hahahaha.....I really need to set myself straight.
*Bang Wall*
Write with no regret 11:55 am
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Just now I was walking along pier 17...my usual weekly routine of throwing the "stones" on my mind back into the sea when I came across a group of fishermen. They very brave....dare to fish in an area with many signs that say "no fishing in this area".
Lol....As I was watching them fish as well as the breath taking scenery of course, I suddenly realised this dark figure on the second level of the pier watching these fishermen. When I turned to look at the dark figure, I realised it was some security officer in that area. The fishermen were doomed I thought. But after awhile, he disappeared without stopping these people from fishing. So weird..... Wad are rules for? EH?
Anyway....I went to a more remote area of the pier cuz I wanted some peace and quiet when this elderly foreign couple came up to me and said ," Want some company?" I sorta jumped! haha Then they said," U should not be alone. Where are you from? why are you alone?" I explained that I lived around the area and just came for a walk. Then they said," You should not be alone. Do you have friends? Bring your partner. U must have a partner!" I just laughed....Partner? I aint got no partner. Lol . They were so sweet. I really appreciated that. :-) Made me smile. I needed that.
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Before all that, i had an art class today. I was like searching for my drawing board and paper when I realised they were stolen. I was so angry. Then came the bad mood.
What made me feel worse was that the teacher made us draw human skeletons. Thats like so effing disgusting. I am super uber sensitive about human body parts. I lose my appetite from seeing these things. Imagine having to draw and face a human skeleton for 3 and a half hours. Waaaaaa....I almost died. As you can imagine, my drawing did not turn out very well. Not my fault. Blame it on the thief and the skeleton. Bet the teacher was disappointed! Lol...
Write with no regret 2:43 pm
Friday, November 17, 2006
Sigh...dunno why I m kinda feeling down and out. Must be the weather. Its like raining like crazy over here. Storm came up from the South where a tornado just hit and killed some people.
The wind is like crazy...as the heavy rain and wind hits, my windows are like shaking now and then. Kinda fun yet scary. I am so glad I do not have to drive today especially the manual wan which I absolutely adore.
Thankfully the rain hit only after I got home from school. However, as I was walking back, the wind was like gusting like crazy. It was so hard to walk and things sand kept flying into my eyes. So pain! I just wish I had my own car so I no need to worry so much about weather conditions so much. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I think people should care more for their environment yo! Look at how crazy the climate has become. Its supposed to be like freaking cold and snowing here in new york. However, its like 20 degrees celsius?! That is just not right! Apparently...this is also happening in other parts of the world like Europe. Something is definitely wrong. Look at all the storms happening....Why are people still not heeding the warnings? I just dun understand mankind.
Write with no regret 12:24 pm
How The Lord Of The Rings should have ended
This is so true....the original movie makes no sense now...
Write with no regret 9:31 am
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Star Wars Parody
Obi wan buying car
Write with no regret 9:27 am
Guess wad? I have decided to revamp my closet. Lol...well sort of...I do not have the money to totally revamp it. I kinda gotten into the fashion of shirt dress. Dunno why...guess it looks freakin cool. The photo is of me wearing one of the new shirt dress I got over ebay. Nice or not? hahahaha....I dun trust me taste. Lol... Sorry picture a bit blurr. I took it with my cell phone in my loo. My cell phone is like dying so ya..cant take great pics anymore. Sighz! Ketai Denwa san, Gambatte! haha
Write with no regret 8:41 am
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Just now I went to my favourite place again. It makes me not wanna leave. I have "stones" which weigh my mind down : alot of things going on in my head. But when I come here....I forget like magic. Abover are some pictures of the ships in dock. The large one with sails is called"Peking" built in 1911. Its majestic! The one called "Ambrose" is like a tug boat built years ago too. Where I sat, there was the U.S. Coast Guard , I love their boat!
Somehow....though I kinda dislike New York City as a whole, I kind of dont want to leave this place. I dunno...I feel more free here. I can do whatever I like here. I dont feel watched or cooped up. I drive when I want to, I go out when I want to....hang out with friends when I want to. This is real enjoyment. I do not want stereotyped thoughts that others have to tie me down.
I do what I love....now dont you people be skeptical about what I like. I have my dreams and Im gonna live it. I dont care what you people think....ya laugh at me or say its silly ...but I will live it the way I want.
Write with no regret 3:00 pm
Friday, November 10, 2006
I spend the last 2 hours watching Pocahontas 2 and the music video for the first movie. The theme song for the first one is sooo nice...here's the lyrics:
If I never knew you If I never felt this love I would have no inkling of How precious life can be And if I never held you I would never have a clue How at last I find in you The missing part of me In this world so full of fear Full of rage and lies I can see the truth so clear In your eyes So dry your eyes And I’m so grateful to you I’d have lived my whole life through Lost forever If I never knew you If I never knew you I’d be safe by half as real Never knowing how I could feel A love so strong and true I’m so grateful to you I’d have lived my whole life through Lost forever If I never knew you I thought our love would be so beautiful Somehow we make the whole world bright I never knew that fear and hate could be so strong All they’d leave us were these whispers in the night But still my heart is saying we were right Oh, if I never knew you If I never knew your love I would have no inkling of How precious life can be There’s no moment I regret Since the moment that we met If our time has gone too fast I’ve lived at last I thought our love would be so beautiful Somehow we make the whole world bright I thought our love would be so beautiful We’d turn the darkness into light And still my heart is saying we were right We were right And if I never knew you (If I never knew you) I’d have lived my whole life through Empty as the sky Never knowing why Lost forever If I never knew you
.............................................................................. er....a bit messy i know but you get the idea. Listen to the song! Its great great great
Write with no regret 3:32 pm
Sigh today my appetite got problem. Dunno why. Lol...Must be because of the work I had to do today and the burdens in my head. Haiz...recently karma so bad...mus pray more. Hahahahah!!!
Anyway...I feel like I should be doing more with my life rather than just study, go school, eat and sleep. Come on...Im in New York City, I cant be so dead and boring. But I dont drink and I dont dance....wad is there to do for me then? People say Im boring but you tell me....Should I use weekends to watch plays, go to movies bla bla? Those things are so freaking expensive to indulge in. One movie ticket is like US$11. If the movie is not good....wahhhhhh heart pain pain!
I must save the money so next time can buy my dream car right? The veilside 350Z or Fortune RX-7. Maybe Nissan Skyline too. Suffer now....enjoy later I suppose.
Haiya! But Im like a recluse. Maybe saving money one thing but, I make movies man! How can I know people in the industry by staying in my room all the time? I must go BANG WALL.
Why is life like that? Nothing can ever be perfect....
Write with no regret 2:09 pm
Thursday, November 09, 2006
Greg Hits Hollywood
this is so funny...lol
Write with no regret 1:16 pm
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Beautiful eh? Yesterday night, I went to my place of solace. Haha...I always go there when I feel stressed or u noe...have a lot of things in mind that I want to clear out.
Its called Pier 17, South Street Seaport. Its the most lovely place I have ever seen in New York City and is only 5 minute walk from my little pigeon hole apartment.
Here are some pictures I took last night as I stood by the water's edge. (above)
It was like 0-3 degrees celsius that night. Very very bbrrrrrrrringggglllyyy cold. But it was worth it.
The bridge in there is the famous Brookyn bridge. I cant remember the one behind...lol...there are so many!
That night, I even saw 5 planes in the sky all at once!! Ain't it cool!?
Write with no regret 12:28 pm
Monday, November 06, 2006
Sometimes people confuse me. They do things to make you think one way when they could mean another. Be more direct can!? Haha...
Haiz....real good friends are so hard to make. Most of them contact you only when they need help. Thats not friendship right? I mean...ya we be there for each other in times of trouble but friends also contact each other even when there is is no reason to.
They can talk comfortably with each other about anything...share secrets and so on.
Unfortunately in this materialistic world, it is so hard to find people like that.
Write with no regret 11:28 am
(Owner's Profile)
Owner: Yukie Y.Y.T
Age: 21 (crap! Im so old)
Pic Above: Me and my ride...Muahahahahaha
Likes: Peace, Japan, Cars, Drifting, Food, Hi-tech stuff, Dogs especially puppies
Dislikes: War, Monkeys, Bimbos, Cheap Peeps, Cheaters, play boys/girls, babies/kids
Wish: wish for a peaceful world, a simple quiet life, a farm in Japan and UK, my own restaurant and garage and finally something I had always been seeking for...(secret)
My Zodiac: Cancer
About Cancerians:
Emotions tend to play a dominate role in the lives of people born under Cancer. Naturally defensive and sometimes afraid of being hurt, they tend to put their heart and soul into all their relationships, and are very faithful, loyal and loving partners.
Cancer people are extremely sensitive to matters of the heart. It is easy to hurt their feelings and come become deeply emotionally wounded when wronged, and can take a long time getting over it.
Cancerians are very sensitive and emotional people, although they are naturally defensive and have a continuous fear of being hurt. They put everything that they are capable of into their relationship to make it work.
The Cancerian has a heart of emotion but will only expose their feelings gradually. When they feel their mate is trustworthy, they can find their long awaited security and only then commit themselves to anyone.
When Cancerians fall in love it is in totality. They have a special need for permanence in a relationship and are not interested in mere flirtations. Without love they lead unhappy and unfulfilled lives.
Cancer people are very protective and sympathetic to those around them. They are very capable of "feeling your pain" whether it be physical, financial or emotional. They will help out to, as long as it is clear they are not being taken advantage of.
When they are shining Cancer is sensitive and caring, kind and sympathetic, they have an urge to care for and nurture people. This trait expresses itself particularly well with things concerning the family and home life. This can be considered the "softer" side of the Cancer personality. However lurking in the shadows is the hard side, which can be self-centered an enterprising.
The Cancerian person tends to be kind and caring individuals with a natural sense to nurture and care for others, especially their loved ones. They are very protective and can be quite defensive at times. They may be emotional and sentimental often seeming to be extremely touchy.
Often seen as having a keen sense of perception and observation and the ability to construct things in their imagination. Cancerians are meditative and have keen abilities to concentrate. They are creative and have a natural tendency to study and analyze things. Cancerians make some of the best students and can learn most anything that they set their minds to.
They are shrewd and intuitive, resourceful and imaginative and know when to reach out to others. They love adventure and have an abundant source of energy, always seeming to be full of self assurance . But, there is a hard shell to go along with their seemingly softer underside, which is very tough and hard to penetrate. At times their nurturing may suddenly turn defensive, accompanied by erratic mood swings and outbursts
The cancer zodiac sign can be extremely protective of a vulnerable underside. The hard shell appearance is outwardly tough and impenetrable, but deep inside cancer is highly caring and sensitive, even if they manage to hide it well from the rest of the world.
I OWN A MONSTER...BUT HE IS THE BESTEST DOGGIE IN THE WORLD. LOVE HIM!
CARZ!
I'M A BIG FAN OF DRIFTING/DORIFUTO/TOUGE
D1 GRAND PRIX FUN/ ONE OF THE BEST TIMES EVER...THANK U :P
CARS I DREAM OF OWNING:
Nissan Skyline R34
Nissan Silvia S15
Mazda RX-7
Toyota Supra
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