Deathnote**

Welcome to Yukie Y.Y.T's Death Note

This note shall become becomes the property of the human world, once it touches the ground of (arrives of ) the human world.

这本笔记本从它掉落人间界的那一刻起，它就是人间界的东西。

The owner of the note can recognize the image and voice
of its original owner, i.e. a god of death.

笔记本所有者能够擦决前任特有主。死神的姿态及声音。

The human who uses this notes can neither go to Heaven
nor Hell.

使用过这本笔记的人，不会上天堂也不会下地狱。

Entries

Monday, September 29, 2008

Ok right now it has come to the point where I have to decide on which direction do I want to take my life to.

One option that I am seriously considering is to return to the UK and settle there. After all, my brothers are there and my mum just bought an awesome apartment there. I would not have to worry about rent and whatever other shit I have here. And most importantly, I would not be lonely.

Second option is to go somewhere in Asia like Hong Kong which is equally as attractive as the option above. My grandparents are there...and Hong Kong is just such an awesome place for someone like me to develop. It is not just easy for me to develop my career there, I can also be close to my parents.

Well the last option which I am currently undertaking (which I am beginning to wonder more and more why I am doing it) is to stay in fucked up USA and live my current fucked up used life. I mean US is not gonna give me a visa from the looks of it. And there is no one here I can trust. Everyone here seems to have some ulterior motive. Most of the time, I am unhappy. Yea its hollywood and shit...but my future seems bleak here especially those related to my future relationships. Guys here are just fucked up. Oh hell yea they are...they are all dogs or ex dogs who are still most likely going to dog around after they are bored.

Looks like I would go for the first two options. I just contacted my brother who lives in London to name me some film/ tv production companies there. Hopefully tomorrow he can give me a list where I can start applying to. Once that's settled, I believe I would be on the way to a happier life and brighter future.

Write with no regret
6:57 am

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

I was lying back some day thinking about life when this question of "where do I see myself in 5 years time" came across my head. I then decided to pen it down in this blog .

Well in 5 years, I would be 27 years old. And by that time, I definitely hope to be very successful in my career. Hopefully earned my first million, drive my dream cars and live in my dream house. I also see myself taking my parents and brothers on their dream vacations and treating them to the best food in the world. I also see myself giving my awesome dog Spectre who I love so very much the best life any dog can have.
And of course, by then I hope to be settled down with some fine gentleman with a good background where I wont be given anymore worries and heartaches and of course those stupid "reality bites" issues.

I know that in every stage of our lives, there would always be problems. However, 5 years from now, I see myself not having the issues I am having now.

Write with no regret
8:04 am

Thursday, September 04, 2008

Sigh...its been forever since I wrote on this blog. Life sucks...

I miss home...well more like my family. My wonderful parents and my two most awesome brothers ever. Sometimes I wonder whether it is worth it staying on here especially over wadever it is im staying here for. Sometimes I wish I knew just what to do and that I was strong enough to do things and not get hurt in any way.

Write with no regret
10:10 am

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

If you are looking at porn and purchasing/ indulging in adult toys...

All I want to say is : I FUCKING HATE YOU!

Write with no regret
5:52 am

Monday, December 17, 2007

Geez....Dont be fucking stupid like some people I know. Getting involved in some casual relationships just to get laid.

Dont be so fucking stupid. In the end it is you and only who will suffer. Eventually when you find someone you really love, that someone is going to have a grudge against you for life. Maybe not but there will always be this guilt in you.

Maybe you are some fucking bastard who does not give a shit as to who you end up hurting....or perhaps a bastard who does not give a fuck about the one for you in life.

If you are this fucked up, i suggest you clean your fuckin head and come to your bloody senses. Cuz in the end it just is not worth it.

Write with no regret
12:59 pm

Sunday, December 16, 2007

Ha! Know what is the number one thing and the biggest and most "likeliest" culprit for messed up computers? Its pretty obvious. It is the price to be paid by the sick minded. And i certainly have no pity for them.

Write with no regret
3:39 am

Thursday, December 13, 2007

I fuckin hate people who watches dirty stuff. What makes it worse is that they lie to other people and say they don't. Bullshit!

Know wad...nothing can go hidden forever. The result of these bastards is that they end up losing people they love. Lies lies lies....come on...i know old habits die hard. Such fucks ups.

When it comes to this kind of people, I just want to wipe them off my life. Hell no I would hang out with them and hell no i would even want to share my life with one of them. They disappointed you in the past, they would disappoint you now and they would disppoint you in the future. So I would do myself a favour and keep these people as far away from me as possible. To me, they dont exist! Fuckin loser...

Write with no regret
7:34 am

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Owner: Yukie Y.Y.T

Age: 21 (crap! Im so old)

Pic Above: Me and my ride...Muahahahahaha

Likes: Peace, Japan, Cars, Drifting, Food, Hi-tech stuff, Dogs especially puppies

Dislikes: War, Monkeys, Bimbos, Cheap Peeps, Cheaters, play boys/girls, babies/kids

Wish: wish for a peaceful world, a simple quiet life, a farm in Japan and UK, my own restaurant and garage and finally something I had always been seeking for...(secret)

My Zodiac: Cancer
About Cancerians:

Emotions tend to play a dominate role in the lives of people born under Cancer. Naturally defensive and sometimes afraid of being hurt, they tend to put their heart and soul into all their relationships, and are very faithful, loyal and loving partners. Cancer people are extremely sensitive to matters of the heart. It is easy to hurt their feelings and come become deeply emotionally wounded when wronged, and can take a long time getting over it.
Cancerians are very sensitive and emotional people, although they are naturally defensive and have a continuous fear of being hurt. They put everything that they are capable of into their relationship to make it work. The Cancerian has a heart of emotion but will only expose their feelings gradually. When they feel their mate is trustworthy, they can find their long awaited security and only then commit themselves to anyone. When Cancerians fall in love it is in totality. They have a special need for permanence in a relationship and are not interested in mere flirtations. Without love they lead unhappy and unfulfilled lives.
Cancer people are very protective and sympathetic to those around them. They are very capable of "feeling your pain" whether it be physical, financial or emotional. They will help out to, as long as it is clear they are not being taken advantage of. When they are shining Cancer is sensitive and caring, kind and sympathetic, they have an urge to care for and nurture people. This trait expresses itself particularly well with things concerning the family and home life. This can be considered the "softer" side of the Cancer personality. However lurking in the shadows is the hard side, which can be self-centered an enterprising. The Cancerian person tends to be kind and caring individuals with a natural sense to nurture and care for others, especially their loved ones. They are very protective and can be quite defensive at times. They may be emotional and sentimental often seeming to be extremely touchy. Often seen as having a keen sense of perception and observation and the ability to construct things in their imagination. Cancerians are meditative and have keen abilities to concentrate. They are creative and have a natural tendency to study and analyze things. Cancerians make some of the best students and can learn most anything that they set their minds to. They are shrewd and intuitive, resourceful and imaginative and know when to reach out to others. They love adventure and have an abundant source of energy, always seeming to be full of self assurance . But, there is a hard shell to go along with their seemingly softer underside, which is very tough and hard to penetrate. At times their nurturing may suddenly turn defensive, accompanied by erratic mood swings and outbursts The cancer zodiac sign can be extremely protective of a vulnerable underside. The hard shell appearance is outwardly tough and impenetrable, but deep inside cancer is highly caring and sensitive, even if they manage to hide it well from the rest of the world.

I OWN A MONSTER...BUT HE IS THE BESTEST DOGGIE IN THE WORLD. LOVE HIM!