My dream

Just now I went to my favourite place again. It makes me not wanna leave. I have "stones" which weigh my mind down : alot of things going on in my head. But when I come here....I forget like magic. Abover are some pictures of the ships in dock. The large one with sails is called"Peking" built in 1911. Its majestic! The one called "Ambrose" is like a tug boat built years ago too. Where I sat, there was the U.S. Coast Guard , I love their boat!

Somehow....though I kinda dislike New York City as a whole, I kind of dont want to leave this place. I dunno...I feel more free here. I can do whatever I like here. I dont feel watched or cooped up. I drive when I want to, I go out when I want to....hang out with friends when I want to. This is real enjoyment. I do not want stereotyped thoughts that others have to tie me down.

I do what I love....now dont you people be skeptical about what I like. I have my dreams and Im gonna live it. I dont care what you people think....ya laugh at me or say its silly ...but I will live it the way I want.