I find that life is not working the way it should be. Yea...as people say, life is not fair.

I find that I have lost myself in someway. The old me is not there anymore. Sometimes...I do not know what am I doing anymore. Dont know whether what I am doing is right or wrong. I know there are people who love me but there are things that you cannot always share with them right? Because you know they will get hurt.

The last thing is want is to hurt those I love and those who love me. If I had to give up something that means so much to me for their happiness, I would.

You know I am not the type who can say no especially if what I want makes the other sad. I just wish people wont take advantage of me this way. I know I have to voice out what I want but fo you think its easy? Especially if what I want is not what the other wants?

Thats probably why I got myself hurt so many times.