Sigh...this sucks. Im such a possessive person and always having no sense of security. Im too sensitive to little things. Sigh...I think too much already. I want to stop this but i cant. Must be cuz im the crab...

I realise I always hurt myself cuz of my stupid thoughts...But the strange thing is, whenever i feel that way, it usually is the case. Thats what happened in the past. I hope this time im wrong.