Hello...its been a while since I updated my blog I know. A lot has happened since the last entry. Life is as cruel as before. Just that im seeing and feeling more about it now.

Sometimes I just feel lost and I have no where to turn to. There are things I want to voice out but too afraid to. I always feel that when I say something, I would lose something/ someone important in my life.

Sometimes I feel lonely. Like there is no one who sees me as the individual who wants to just feel happy and like totally loved. I wanna feel important. I feel like im losing everything I thought I had. Maybe I lost it already unknowingly. I guess life is just laughing at me telling me that what I dream of and want, I can never have. And perhaps I should just snap back to reality and accept my pathetic life the way it is.